I wish I could believe that my old friend didn't start doing bad things. She tried to convince me that she wasn't drinking, doing drugs, and things with different boys, but I heard the truth from too many people and I no longer believe her. I informed her that if she was really doing that stuff and she continues doing it I wouldn't speak to her because I didn't want to be around someone like that. I didn't want her to try to push those things upon me. I am not trying to ruin my life, I am trying to live my life while I am still young. I want to experience the things I am supposed to experience in my teenage years.